How are you feeling right now? MKVI

You probably dont want to know

I just feel so alone no matter what I do. Sometimes I wish I was a girl tbh. They tend to more often have friends they can actually unload on. I don't really feel comfortable unloading too often on male friends. Once in a while when hammered can be acceptable, but make it frequent and you look super weird. I'm just too emotional to be a guy, tbh. If I was socially allowed to I would cry a lot more than I do. I just am so goddamn sensitive to things. And I translate it to anger because that's all a guy can do. And it makes me super annoying to be around. No matter how much attention or validation I get though, I still feel alone. It's an insatiable desire. I just don't seem to fit in this world. Nothing I do seems to be correct or work out. In one sense I hate myself, in another I think I am great and hate others for clearly thinking otherwise. I don't know what to do, I really don't.

Hmmm... what do you analyse?
It's something rather than it all festering inside.

Maths is the bane of my existence right now; let's not go into that

Thanks - even though that's the entire issue

and I'm pretty sure I have unanswered quotes/PMs from you (and other people) so sorry ab out that

Why do I even bother... All I try to do is help and get it thrown back in my face yet when I don't help I get called selfish and that I'm on my high horse...

I cannot win, nothing I do is enough

But you are so helpful and sweet!!!

Thank you at least someone thinks so.

No, I'm sure that many would say the same! No worries

Some people are just so ungrateful it's unreal

Thanks for the kind words How are you by the way? Everything good?

Ikr! Once y'all distance from each other then they start appreciating you more :/

It's cool . I'm alright. I'm trying to get to the bottom of things about myself. So I can love myself more. Hope you feel better today.

I do have distance but they constantly ring me and if I don't answer they text, and if I don't reply they throw a fit...

Aw you should be happy with yourself, I'm sure you have lots of good qualities about you that make you great. Not everyone will appreciate those qualities though lol.

And you Emerald

This is how I feel with all my posts getting taken down and me getting all these reminders and warnings