I'm 19 years old and as soon as I got into a relationship, things felt 'different' and more awkward with my friends. It bothered me because I felt I was the same person as when I was single and I still wanted to meet up with them and have fun.
Anyway it's a very long story of being blocked by one of them and just generally feeling excluded, and we met up on Halloween and I said I preferred my boyfriend over them. I was in a bad mood and things just didn't feel the same with them. I got blocked again and one of their mothers texted me, telling me I was a horrible person.
It's sort of true that I prefer him - I can tell him anything at all and I never get the feeling I'm 'not wanted' when I'm around him whereas I do sometimes with my friends, but I really regret saying it, because I just want things to go back to normal with them, how things were when I was single.
Is there any way of coming back from this?