ALRIGHT hello, still alive, barely breathing (asthma). Lets just go through Friday to today because boy oh boy am i a WRECK.
Fri:
I had to go to the Pharmacists for a prescription.. obviously. I was also awaiting the results of an economics test I took to raise my predicted grades. Bearing in mind I have taken around four tests to rise this grade, and im aiming for an A* in the final exam. My prediction was a C. In the other tests I have gotten D's and I was going insane.
Guess what grade I got?
D
AGAIN. now im just vex because WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??????? honestly what is wrong with me and this subject that I hate so dearly. and next thing you know, I am bawling my eyes out in the Pharmacy. Like BAWLING. Like snot and all kind of bawling. Yeah.
Long story short my mother sorted it out for me and I'm going to be predicted a B thank jesus, thats all I wanted. I cried again when I found out it was gonna be raised. I just want to forget all about that. And Pharmacy woman, if youre out there, I didn't appreciate you rolling your eyes at me while I was STRUGGLING TO BREATHE (ironic because I was there for an inhaler)
Sat: I did quite a bit of work. I sentoff my application for reference reading, so I am waiting for an appointment now. My teacher loved my personal statement, no adjustments! (he always sends back applications) so im really happy.
That leads us to today. Today was fine. I just wanna send in my application. Sigh.