Hate my life

Kind of similar to how I felt in year 11 I guess. It was pretty crappy, but you'll soon be feeling better.

Yeah I’ve been to see a doctor twice and I’m currently having CBT therapy

I have so many friends at school yet I feel so lonely? I have so much anxiety all the time so even though I have the bestest friends if people are there who I don’t know then I feel like I can’t go... I just feel really alone and lonely? I’m in year 10 and just feel like I’m wishing my life away? Like it’s always who am I gonna sit with at dinner this day it’s just very draining... Advice needed X

How did you deal with it?

Well unlike the OP, I had very few friends, so I just had to find ways to distract myself. I worked hard and did well in my GCSEs, in spite of the very difficult situation I was in. But I moved to a much better sixth form (best choice I ever made) and it's a lot better. Not entirely relevant but I guess it could be worse for the OP if they had no friends at all.

Honestly I feel the same as you and it is so draining. Just find something you enjoy doing that no one can take away from you. It really helps. I find that if I can talk about it, it makes it easier to cope. Hope you start to feel better about it soon.

Is the therapy helping?

Yes in some ways but I just always get really sad randomly it’s usually when I just sit in the house all day

I have so many friends at school yet I feel so lonely? I have so much anxiety all the time so even though I have the bestest friends if people are there who I don’t know then I feel like I can’t go... I just feel really alone and lonely? I’m in year 10 and just feel like I’m wishing my life away? Like it’s always who am I gonna sit with at dinner this day it’s just very draining... Advice needed X

Like the other users have said, find a hobby that can keep you occupied, something that you will enjoy, fill in the time that you have, so you arent always thinking and worrying about yourself

omg this is so me right now at school 😭😭 and it's like you're surrounded by people yet you just don't seem to fit in... i low-key thought i was the only one
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Yeah thank you this means a lot

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Yeah thank you, you too and I’m glad we are okay now x

Of course, there was no bad blood in the first place xx

Thank you x