Hi,
So 10 months ago I admitted myself to a 'hospital' upon being given the option by police, and was put in the seclusion room of a MENTAL hospital. My phone was confiscated and a number of things happened which I won't go into too much detail... but it resulted in me being restrained several times, forced medication and another form of abuse I won't mention.
Many of the staff I've come across have looked down on me, been extremely patronising and had contributed to me being paranoid.
I've also collapsed from taking my forced medicaiton in hospital, had severe withdrawal symptoms (nose bleeds, twitching, dizziness, insomnia) which have driven me crazy. Not to mention giving me the very generic/subjective diagnosis of 'psychosis', while Mental Health Services have tried to convince me that I have a mental illness and I could also develop schitzophera etc. etc. which alone is enough to drive someone insane in the head, as you start doubting your own thoughts and judgements.
Some further points:
- I've been out of work for 5 months and ultimately it's ruined my career.
- I've gained excessive weight which contributes to my low self-esteem
- I still have low energy levels
- I've been suicidal as a result of NHS 'treatment'
- Quite significantly... I struggle with sleep, whereas I never had such issues before.
(I've been off meds for 3 months)
So, I thought I would just have to suck up the trauma, accept it and move on. However this has proven extremely difficult... I can't see how I can ever let this slip. I would now like to persue legal action against the NHS for ruining my life.... perhaps to get some closure.
However I am worried that there is not much evidence (written, recordings etc.) that I have against them, apart from the experiences that I had. The blame has always been put on me when I try bringing up issues with the way I've been treated. But also they have written a lot of rubbish about me on the system (which I do not have access to)... I believe they have stuff like; I attacked a nurse, which is not true!
I was wondering what it would take to sue the NHS? And I am also concerned about how much it can cost me. I understand there are no-win-no fee option out there, but then I've read that I may have to pay legal costs of the defendant (would that be the cast since it's the NHS?). How much can I roughly expect to pay if I do lose this?
I understand that it can be a lengthy process to file a negligence lawsuit against the NHS and I'll have to relive the trauma. As well as the immense slap in the face I could have to deal with if I do lose.
It's not about the money... my health is extremely important to me and I would just love to have the life I had before I was admitted to this hell hole service. But a significant amount of money could make me satisfied, as I can use it grow, take some needed further time off work and pay for private therapy etc.
Anyone have any ideas or experiences with this?
Thanks in advance to any responses.