Someone just told me I will not get into Cambridge .

http://outofthefog.website/personality-disorders-1/2015/12/6/narcissistic-personality-disorder-npd

Any of that sound familiar?

She definitely ticks some boxes

It was a school trip , I was with this girl who is my “friend” - don’t really consider her a true friend but she is friends with benefits ya know we just hang around together because we don’t fit in well . This was a trip joined with 3 more schools. Everything was fine , she met another girl who shared lots of interest with her and she literally just left me out , everytime I’ll try and have a conversation with the girl she met she’ll interrupt me and say shush , you don’t get it , bye now I have a good friend . I was like wtf . One of he reason I hang out with her is because she apparently has all the mental illenesses known to man she is like “oh I have depression” or ohh I have “ social anxiety” or I’m slightly “autistic “ and “partially deaf” . I was so gullible until other people told me she is a compulsive liar but I don’t know why I keep hanging around with her , she bosses me around and calls me names which I don’t really like .

What was really angry is that we were given a talk , and I was talking about how I’m aiming for Cambridge then she plainly said “ you are not going to get in though , stop being delusional , you are not going to Cambridge “ . I was like petriefied when she said that , she knows how precious my dreams are to me and she also said it loudly . I replied by saying “ getting 3 U’s in your mocks ain’t going to get you to your university “ . After this it became hell. Journey back was just bad , everyone was having fun in the coach while I was there alone frickin revising chemistry because I did not have anything to do for 3 hour journey back to my city . ( btw if you saw someone revise during a trip would you think they are weird , I got weird looks but I just ignored it because I wasn’t going to spend 6hrs of a journey doing nothing useful)

That’s my story . hate me life rn hate Sixth form but love learning . I got 95% in my maths test again ( I know it’s random but literally grades are the only thing that keep me going if you exclude my beautiful family)

It was a school trip , I was with this girl who is my “friend” - don’t really consider her a true friend but she is friends with benefits ya know we just hang around together because we don’t fit in well . This was a trip joined with 3 more schools. Everything was fine , she met another girl who shared lots of interest with her and she literally just left me out , everytime I’ll try and have a conversation with the girl she met she’ll interrupt me and say shush , you don’t get it , bye now I have a good friend . I was like wtf . One of he reason I hang out with her is because she apparently has all the mental illenesses known to man she is like “oh I have depression” or ohh I have “ social anxiety” or I’m slightly “autistic “ and “partially deaf” . I was so gullible until other people told me she is a compulsive liar but I don’t know why I keep hanging around with her , she bosses me around and calls me names which I don’t really like .

What was really angry is that we were given a talk , and I was talking about how I’m aiming for Cambridge then she plainly said “ you are not going to get in though , stop being delusional , you are not going to Cambridge “ . I was like petriefied when she said that , she knows how precious my dreams are to me and she also said it loudly . I replied by saying “ getting 3 U’s in your mocks ain’t going to get you to your university “ . After this it became hell. Journey back was just bad , everyone was having fun in the coach while I was there alone frickin revising chemistry because I did not have anything to do for 3 hour journey back to my city . ( btw if you saw someone revise during a trip would you think they are weird , I got weird looks but I just ignored it because I wasn’t going to spend 6hrs of a journey doing nothing useful)

That’s my story . hate me life rn hate Sixth form but love learning . I got 95% in my maths test again ( I know it’s random but literally grades are the only thing that keep me going if you exclude my beautiful family)

It's not for you to diagnosing just get the hell out of there!

Here's some inspiration;

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djEKllJJukk

Ignore her and continue with your life. All the best, i hope you do go up to Cambridge.

that girl is just insecure. only insecure people put others down.

How on earth am I diagnosing , I just simply said she shows various traits , never said she has it .