Hey guys, so I am in a little bit of a predicament. By 'little bit' I mean a ginormous bit because right now I may be getting kicked out of medical school. So a little context to my situation. I am currently a 3rd-year medical student (I won't disclose the uni as of yet) and had relatively no bumps in my journey UNTIL I came to 3rd year.
In the summer holidays I had broken up with my girlfriend of 5 years, it was an extremely messy break-up and honestly changed my worldview. At this point in time, I wouldn't say I was depressed but I was definitely nearing it.
During the summer post-breakup, I had a lot of negative revelations about myself and this is where my downward spiral began. I came back to 3rd year with high hopes of a new year new me kind of ordeal, however, bad habits from the past crept up... These bad habits alongside the depression kicked in super drive and I started to procrastinate HARD, I stopped communicating with many of my friends and lost many friends because of it. I became a social recluse lost 10kg in weight and basically had (and still do) little to no self-esteem. In my particular medical school, we have to do an examination every year called the 'progress test' where we would do it every semester every year until we graduated to measure our progression as future doctors (hence the name). Anyways I failed both the examinations this year (one in January and another in May) by 1%. The second examination I had actually passed until they took out a question from the examination leading to changing the grade boundaries by 1% leading to my subsequent fail. Now I am not excusing myself for failing these examinations as I had no right to pass them in the first place. But just before my second examination I had a cancer scare in the family. In fact, I was told that my mother might have cancer on my birthday. So at that point of life, I was in a cocktail of depression where university not only was not my first priority but wasn't even on my priority list. I had an examination in the summer (OSCE) which I didn't even end up attending, and at this point, I really just wanted to drop out. I had mentioned to the UNI early on I had suicidal thoughts and been diagnosed with depression and was currently taking anti-depressants. I put this on my mitigation form for the OSCE and 2nd progress test. Now here comes the weird part. They accepted my mitigation for my OSCE however, when they found out I had failed my 2nd progress test they did not accept the mitigation I had put through. The university has just sent me an email regarding the termination of my future studies and I am absolutely distraught. Is there anyone that has any clue what I can do in this situation. I have 20 days to draft an appeal and honestly losing my head a bit.