I pushed the first guy that ever showed an interest in me, in a more than friends way, away, blocked his number and sc out of the blue. He made 'suggestive comments' and asked for nudes a couple of times (kind of jokingly?) so I woke up one morning and was like 'enough is enough this makes me feel uncomfortable' even though I said I was fine with his apology. He text me a couple of times saying he was sorry and asking if I was alright as he was worried, I really liked him otherwise so I unblocked him (few days later) and I'm kind of hoping he will reach out even though I pushed him away, I may have exaggerated to him how much it upset me, but I know in my head I made the right decision, esp since I have never been in a relationship and he is a few years older and far more 'experienced' at this than me.
I felt like he took advantage of my naivety.
But I'm still hoping he will reach out.
I feel like a crazy ***** who just wants a boy to like her. Help.