I'm pretty when I hide my dark circles, conceal imperfections on my face (i.e. darker areas) and wear mascara, but you wouldn't think I'm pretty if I didn't do these things. I literally look ill with my real dark eye circles. I have kinda dull skin, too. Not fresh-faced.
Concealer, mascara and a bit of powder is literally all I use yet it makes such a big difference. So, do you think I'm being deceiving by wearing makeup and letting people think I'm pretty?
I mean, I'm kinda worried about my future in terms of relationships. A future guy I meet would probably think I'm pretty but what about if we get married, and live in the same house? He'll just be like 'wow, she looks so different without makeup'... which is one reason I don't really wanted to get married (but still kinda do). I don't know, I just feel like I would be lying to any possible future guy that I meet (I've never been in a relationship before, btw) and so any possible relationship wouldn't feel fulfilling/fully real/free from the get-go, if I'm making any sense?
Thanks for any comments.