so i was predicted 5 in gcse but i worked so hard and got a 9, i dont even remember how i did it , i didnt write anything over the summer and i decided to take a level english lit for A level because I didnt want to do science
not saying i dont enjoy it, i did , but it was so much work even at gcse for me , i really want to get A/A*s in A level but i cant imagine how for english,especially when i tried to write something today i just couldnt and my english is just really bad , i forgot all the sophisticated vocab i learnt for gcse and i dont know how to write an essay and i dont read books
i want to take it but i also dont have confidence that i will do well in it , i bought 2 books which i knew we would study (jane eyre / othello ) and i was shocked at not only how thick they were but how i didn't know most of the words in Jane Eyre and i haven't even started reading Othello which i know i wont understand anyway
i also didn't enjoy poetry as much as i did with the text e.g xmas carol
i was lucky i got the easiest poem (osymanidas) for my gcse , if it wasn't that i don't think i would of got a 9
anyway.. yea i just cant stop thinking about how hard it will be and already feel like its impossible for me to get an A ...