I feel really stupid and I just realised it now. I took GCSE music because on option eve my music teacher told me that I was second on his list to be accepted into the course, of course I'm gassed and pretty sure many of the bad students wouldn't be there (I'm safe from bullies lol) and I'm actually quite well at playing piano. In year 10 basically we got some new teacher who assumes that we all know what articulation or dynamics means so he just told us to compose.
But nope I'm not from a musical background nor do I know how to compose properly so for the whole months I was on edge and barely managed to do anything.. at least I managed a nearly finished my free composition when well, then there's theory. I'm f*cked. Listening and appraising exam turned out real **** for the EoY. Wish I could ask my former teacher.. but he left (thanks Mr. V!)
I'm straight A students for traditional subjects (except language which I need work on) and I'm thinking of maybe failing this one because it divides my attention from other subjects and I'm going to fail others as well.
However, I aspire to apply to Oxford/LSE/UCL for law and they are super prestige uni, plus my wanted course is competitive. I'm scared shitless that I won't get a place on any of them if I failed one of my GCSEs even though the subject is not going to be relevant to the course..
So will I survive the uni admissions if I failed a GCSE?