my heart hurts for you because i am also struggling the same. exact. problem. ^^ as i said before, the guy looks at me from afaar and like even though we dont talk and now i swear i forced myself to the point that i ignore his presnece - i could still see him looking at me and stealing glances
hes so confusing bc i feel like i took his kindness too far and it made me happy cos i fell in love w him even more - but i realised whilst i was thinking like that he kept pushing me away - and its like im a stranger to him dude
i dont even say hi to him yet i know all of his friend group
and they all know me
and its like hi hi ____ who are u ____ hi hi
and it frustrated me i got so mad i wanted his attention
now im like lol who is he, if he doesnt want to talk to me might as well do the same
it still bothers me but i know me crying begging for his attention will just affect the already tension we have
ugh its so nice to finally see someone who can EXACTLY relate to my situation!
i assure you the mistake i made is i didnt tell him and i should have just been blunt bc then he wouldnt have done this to me - i let him block me unfollow me act awkward around me esp when we coincidently see eachother and its my fault for letting it happen bc i liked him so much - when u are feeling like u are being treated badly STAND UP FOR YOURSELF - trust me!!!! do this for your own benefit and act totally normal and prove it to him that you arent missing out on anything and if he didnt want you to be his gf he could have atleast made u his friend and not this stupid feeling of tension.
i honestly want this tension to be removed and i think this will only happen if i say hi to him first even though ill know ill get weird faces from him but u know what,, i shouldnt feel inferior to someone who i have no communication with