Hi all,
I've been a regular visitor to TSR for the past few years, visiting this section almost daily while going through my RAF applications.
Now the time has come to ask for some advice ...
To give a bit of context, I'm in my early 30's (if you hadn't guessed by the username), work in the media industry, and have a BA and MA.
My job is relatively interesting and does provide some challenge, but in the back of my mind I've always wanted to do something more fulfilling and unique.
Since finishing my MA a few years ago, I have applied to join the RAF 4 times: First attempt I didn't get the required scores for my chosen branches; Second a long-winded appeal against a TMU from Capita caused my CBAT scores to expire; While on the third (for ABM) and fourth (WSOp) I reached OASC but was unsuccessful on the first day.
I expected to be unsuccessful at the first OASC after totally messing up the lead hanger exercise, but my performance during the second felt much improved, thus making the subsequent rejection (and my tendency to be rather self-critical) tough to take.
During the second debrief I was told I have the potential but didn't show it consistently, and should perhaps join the RAF Reserves.
Still very much interested in joining, I took this advice and am currently in the process of joining the reserves as an Int Analyst, hoping to gain the necessary skills and experience to make myself more competitive for selection. Just wish I'd done so after my first visit to OASC, and that Int An. training didn't take so long ...
However, after put a lot of time and energy into all these applications, I can't help but wonder whether it's worth continuing with my dream of joining the RAF, and that perhaps I should take the hint and stop.
Having been so positive and focused during the last application I hadn't even wanted to consider the possibility of not getting in.
I imagine there's been a number of similar posts over the years, so apologies for all the text and thanks in advance for taking the time to read/answer!