When I was younger, my uncle used to take me to his room and all my family was downstairs. My cousins would get jealous that I'd be his favourite, and that I'd get special attention. It's all so blurry, I don't even know how old I was. Maybe 4, 5, 6, or 7. I don't even know how long it lasted to be honest.
Anyway, he'd take me to his room and offer me chocolate if I did the things he asked me to, which where to close my eyes and open my mouth. I did it, what kid wouldn't want free chocolate? I remember once, I opened my eyes. He shouted to keep them closed, and I saw that his private area (covered by his underwear) was in my mouth and he was kind of thrusting. I know this happened a lot of times, I remember different rooms. I don't know what to think. I don't feel anything about it. I am confused. Is that bad?