I talked to him today!
It was rly awkward at first, when we were talking outside the tutorial room. I didn't know what to say and after a couple minutes one of his friends arrived and the two of them talked with me just standing there
I thought I'd blown it but apparently not, because after the tutorial he approached me again. He asked me if I wanted to grab lunch with him in the two hour gap between the tutorial and our next lecture
It was just the two of us this time and things were much less awkward. He's so easy to talk to
We got to know each other and I properly told him I like boys (he's the first one to know
)
The thing that makes me go
the most tho is he was showing me his sketchbook (cos he likes to do art, apparently
) and there was a drawing of me! (Like, not in a creepy way, he had a lot of random people in there like lecturers). I said it was really pretty and then he said
I was really pretty
While he said that he brushed a bit of hair out of my face. I must've been so red but I looked at him and he was blushing too, which was soooo cute. He always seems so confident but he's actually such a sweet guy as well
Then we sat together in the lecture as well and he drew a tiny heart on my notes and wow I think I'm in love
I simply cannot believed all this happened to me today. Lowkey waiting to wake up from a dream or something...