A few years ago I ghosted her. I removed her from all social media and everything. My reason for this, and I’m making no excuses, is because I had given up hope. I really liked her, in fact I probably did love her, but I just couldn’t carry on.
She knew how I felt for her. She knew what I wanted. I was just so confused.
There were several instances that I thought she liked me back:
- She had invited me to her Prom.
- She would always be around me.
- On a night out with other friends, she was sat next to me, and he would continuously bump her leg against mine and leave it touching mine.
This was 5 years ago. A few weeks ago, I decided to get back in touch.
She’s still absolutely livid with me.
I told her I wanted to see her, and she replied (I honestly thought she wouldn’t) with a HUGE message telling me how ghosting her had made her feel, how it had all crawled back after I got in touch - loads of things.
I just replied “I was a complete and utter jerk for putting you through all that. If you ever chance your mind, get in touch”.
She, again, replied with a huge message back - longer than the first.
Don’t get me wrong, it totally understandable that she was angry with me, but how come she’s still so angry with me after all these years?