I have had tonsillitis on and off for the past three years and it is recurring more and more as time goes on. It all started when I began uni and has never really fully gone away. Half is recorded on my medical records at my doctors in the city I study uni at and half shows up as a temporary resident at my home town as I am a student and stupidly you cannot register at more than one doctors at a time.
The medical records will not be shared between the two no matter how hard I try. As the tonsillitis records are spread across both, I can’t even be admitted for a tonsillectomy as I have not had it enough times to be accepted. I am constantly having to pay for antibiotics and the tonsillitis goes away for a short while and then returns. Each time it returns, I am getting more and more depressed - feeling suicidal etc as I am constantly terrified it’s going to keep coming back and nothing is being done about it. It is hugely affecting personal life, university work etc and I am massively losing my patience now.
I recently went to my doctors at uni again and said how I am struggling sleeping and constantly crying etc because of all of this. I was just given antibiotics again to pay for and sent on my way. Every time, including this time, I take them exactly how I should and constantly take care of my mouth.
I finished the last course this morning, now again I am struggling sleeping and feeling a disgusting taste in my mouth whenever I swallow and whenever I wake up I have dry yellow bacteria in the back of my mouth no matter how much I look after my oral care. This is happening pretty much every day now whether I take antibiotics or not. I am so sick and tired and I genuinely think it hasn’t even gone away this time. That’s another appointment to book I guess. I feel I am not being listened to and that all of the money on antibiotics is a waste. I am so depressed and it is ruining so much for me and really just taking a hold of my life now. I don't know what to do anymore.
Does anyone have any advice?