I’m posting this at 2:30am because I keep waking up in a sweat panicking about it. I’m in second year currently and have lived at home for the past 2 years for uni. Yesterday I signed for a house with one other person for july2019 12 month contract. Within about 2h i realised I made a mistake and want out. I know this is serious and it’s a legally binding contract and I can’t believe i’ve done something so stupid to be honest.
We havent actually seen the house and arent able to until july because current tenants are denying access, but we were convinced based on photos and seeing a very similar one on the same street. I’m also very unsure of the girl I signed with - shes very nice but i don’t know her very well at all and am worried about being just 2 of us in a small space and having to negotiate bills etc with her. As a whole i’m just having second thoughts about moving out of home. It just feels wrong. I chose to do this because i feel socially disconnected living outside the student area of the city and have been wanting change in my life after suffering with my mental health a lot this year, but i dont think moving into this situation is the answer to those problems. I think ill be trading one kind of happiness for another kind where I have to pay £5500 to live there and my problems probably wont improve. My friends were all sorted by the time i decided i might move out for 3rd year which is why i ended up with someone i barely know.
I never do things without feeling 100% comfortable and I didnt expect to go in and sign anything without taking it away but i felt pressured by time and the other people and wasn’t in a rational frame of mind at all.
I signed and paid the deposit (which i dont care about losing if i can just get out of this contract) but i havent given them my bank details for rent and my guarantor hasnt signed and given their documents. My parent refuses to sign for a house i havent seen and i’m unhappy with and I don’t want them to. Will this be enough to get me out of the contract? How can i pursuade the agency to release me from it? I know it’s my own fault and i don’t mind losing money to pay for my mistake but i really don’t want to live there. What’s the likelihood of them releasing me from it or will i have to find a replacement for myself (seems hard?) please please help 😫