Hi everyone, some advice is much needed
Iβm a first year history student at a top uni and I have my exams in under 3 weeks, I have zero motivation and cannot force myself to revise.
This has made me realise how I donβt enjoy history and perhaps Iβm on the wrong degree, the readings donβt interest me and Iβve lost all drive and motivation that I had at a level.
Iβm not doing very well with essays either, been getting 60-63 (low 2:1) and feel like Iβm not going to pass exams at this point. I feel so stupid compared to everyone else who just seems to βget itβ
I donβt think switching degrees will help because Iβm not passionate about anything, neither do I want to drop out because I have no idea what I want to do. Iβve always been told that uni is the only option by my family and school as Iβve always been a high achiever (i got A*A*A* at a level) I seriously regret not considering a gap year or other options
I feel so lost right and donβt know what to do, itβs making me very unhappy. Perhaps itβs just the exams that are causing this and I should just push through for 2 more years, but i donβt know if next year will get any better.
What can I do? Any advice is much appreciated