>says it's not first come first served in the email as long as you apply before july 31st
>says it's first come first served on the application form
the accommodation takes up more of my maintenance loan than i expected... i'd be left with roooooughly £1000 when all is said and done, for either of the catered/self catered options i applied for, and i don't have much of a sense of finance so i have no idea if that's a good amount to be left over with for everything else i'll need over the year.
i've been losing interest in my course gradually since the start of year 13 and i don't know what i'd switch to so that doesn't help me stop feeling so crappy about uni all of a sudden.
i looked forward to uni for years, i looked at it as an escape from my crappy life but now i feel like i was naive in thinking that it was that easy. h
man. i put it off for so long cos i knew this kind of chaos was awaiting me. welp. i did what i was supposed to do so far, i'll worry about everything else later. in the unlikely event i meet my offer, i'm fairly certain i'm going to try and take a gap year on results day anyway
i've never felt like more of a child, and this is the one time i'm trying to be responsible. deadass. i want my mum