My bf kicked my hand. Was it a joke?

He often critisized me and I felt everything I do is pissing him off. That I walk in a bad way. That I eat in a bad way. That I take wrong towel and so on.

i stopped reading here because your boyfriend sounds like an ass

if one of my friends told me i walk weirdly on a regular basis i'd tell them to **** off lmao, never mind a girlfriend

He told me I walk and sit like a Quasimodo ... I told him it hurted me and then he told me first it was a joke and then he got angry because he claims he just wants me to walk straight for my straight back ... Also he had problem with me eating without my elbows on the table.

Small things but they pop up here and there.

Hello.

I want to ask you guys for your opinion.
I've been in relationship with my boyfriend from over a year. He is nervous type. He often critisized me and I felt everything I do is pissing him off. That I walk in a bad way. That I eat in a bad way. That I take wrong towel and so on.

One month ago I talked about it with him and I really saw a change. Although for me it's sad that he admits that with me he has to keep his nerves aside. This basically means that I'm annoying for him. He even said it's difficult for him to stay calm when he has a little cow next to him (because he claims when I eat I don't close my mouth)...

Today he was tired, nervous. I do hybrid nails and I have this thing that I touch them, I scrape them and I can't control it, I even don't know when I do it. He told me I'm losing my money like this because I'm wasting those nails I've paid for (which is not true, I'm not taking my nail polish off, Im just touching the back of the nail). He has been telling me to leave those nails, he gived me a snack with this hands on my hand. Yesterday we were walking home and suddenly he kicked my hand with his shoe... It hurted me, I felt so bad I started to cry. He was surprised I was crying. He gave me a hug but didnt say sorry. Then he was mad at me that I was silent.

Today he told me I should stop touching my face because I have pimples from it ( This is not true, I'm suffering from illness that giving me pimples but I'm fighting with it and my face is really okay for me).

Please help. What do you think about it? I presented only bad sides of him but he really has good feautures, he is loyal and caring. Sometimes I feel like a trash tho. Thank you <3

Break up with him. Please.
Everything you said about him is concerning. He's managed to make you feel bad for absolutely nothing which is really sad to read and he controls your actions. Note that this will very likely get worse as time goes on.
His actions are not what a relationship is supposed to be about. His 'good' points mean nothing when the negatives severely outweigh them and in his case, they do. You deserve someone who will make you feel loved and make you feel good about yourself.
Leave the relationship while you can.
Wishing you the best xx

Hey there, I'm sorry to hear about your situation.

I can see everyone is telling you to get out, and it mustn't be easy to hear this.

The truth is that just because someone is unwell, be it physically or emotionally, it does not grant them a free pass to treat others poorly. Be it someone as distant or close.

You should value yourself higher and tolerate being treated like this, no matter how much you love another individual. You must love yourself first.
The negatives trump any good aspects of him. I believe that the actions you have described fall within the jurisdiction of domestic abuse.

Take care of yourself, please.