I am stuck in a situation in which I can’t talk to anyone and wants some advice. Recently my stepdad went back home to his country for holiday but because me and my mum has too much work, we have to take turn going to see him. I went to see him for a week and never ever would I think something would happen as we have gotten closer but never romantically. For a couple of days we just go to places together and spend time with each other but in the last two days we went out clubbing and things just happened unexpectedly. On a Friday we went to the club and drank but we still know what we were doing, and as soon as we got home he was touching me and came in my room but we only kissed. I felt wrong and I did say no but inside I kind of liked it. I was also a virgin and never had a boyfriend so to have someone touch me like he did, I was confused. The next day we just pretended nothing happen and I just thought it was the drinking that made him like that so I didn’t want to think too much of it. However we went out again the next night and this time he was even more touchy and close to me, but things escalated and we end up sleeping together. I flew back home the next day and never have I felt so much sadness and regret because i wanted to save my virginity for someone I love and would love me the same way. We had many talk when I was home and we both thought that it was very wrong what had happened and that we only love each other as stepdad and stepdaughter. But he would always messaged me and flirt or he would get jealous if he think I was talking to someone. I am so scared and sad at the moment because I am catching feelings for him and I feel so happy at the thought of seeing him which I know is very wrong but my heart feels so different. Recently my mum went to see him which I later joined them, he picked me up at the airport and he was so sweet, holding my hand and very affection, which makes me so confused as he says he love my like daughter but his action is totally different. I know what I should do but I think I am falling for him and I feel so stuck. Please be brutally honest and give me advice.