I’m sick and tired of waking up looking like my face as been dragged into a pile of ****. I hate the way I get treated from society. I hate the way I look in clothes. I’m sick and tired of being mistreated, ridiculed and mocked. People at college such as the students and teacher mock and laugh at me. I have no friends people are purely nasty to me just cuz the way I look. It like my feeling don’t matter like I’m not valued I feel like a monster walking around. I always stay in my room underneath my Blanket and hate being in front of family and in social situations. I just pray to god that he changes my face and gives me a better life. I’m just sick of this I wish I was beautiful or just average. I yearn to experience a normal life where my body image didn’t matter where I could feel confined my and go out with friends that I don’t have and have fun . I don’t know why some people get it better life is so unfair. REALY unfair. Not a day goes my where I don’t get reminded how ugly I look how useless I am. The way I get treated from my own blood shocks me they hate me. I hate being ugky and I hate suffering. I hope god helps me man I relay do. I rather be a donkey cuz I’m that humiliated.