Hello, bit of a niche problem, but looking for a little support and comfort. I moved 250 miles to start university this past September where I'm studying BA Illustration. I love the course and uni, but feel like I'm really struggling with my mental health this past month. It mainly boils down to the fact that at age 23, I'm at least 5 years older than most of my friends and people on my course. Seeing how young they all are makes me so nostalgic, and I keep wishing I was 5 years younger. If I'm honest with myself, I would say it took me this long to get myself to uni, because I never wanted to leave the comfort and security that I had living at home with my family; I'm very close to my parents and often think back to my happiest memories being with them. My issue is that I literally cannot stop living in the past, thinking of what I was doing with family this time last year, the year before etc. It makes me feel so depressed, anxious and stressed to think how quickly time is passing, and how not only am I getting older, but all of my loved ones are getting older too and I'm not there to spend time with them. I feel like such a child and failure for being so far behind in life, and for also wanting to regress back into being a child/teen. It's a stressful mindset to be caught in-between that gives me headaches and knots in my chest. I feel like I need professional help, especially as I don't want to worry my parents by talking to them about this, or burden my friends with my confusing mental health. So I've contacted our student support services for help, however, they seem to be experiencing a high number of help requests and I'm worried I won't be seen or spoken to. I also feel guilty for contacting them, as I don't think my issues are as serious as others, but I just desperately want to improve my mental health so that I can be happy. Can anyone here relate, offer advice or support? Would very much appreciate anything anyone has to say. Thank you.