I posted before about this but i just am still feeling down. Basically Ive failed my theory test twice now i got 40 out 50 on the multiple choice and 65 out of 75 on the hazard first time then i got 41 out of 50 and 65 on the hazard this time. Its twice now i have something wrong with me i was revising everyday, i dont know whats up with me i think im just a complete dumbo.
I have barely anything good about myself, i got kicked off a construction course at college i did it (after like 3 days), at school i wanted an aprentiship training to be a car mechanic (didnt get it), obviously failed the theory test twice, i failed my gcses, i dont have a girlfriend (never have), im in college just on this course that dumbos like me go on it is the lowest course in the college it is a speical needs course basically its the only one ill get on and can only just about stay on i got a letter saying my attendance is low due to that ill be withdrawn from the course if i dont improve. Im just a dumbo who cant do anything and whos going to end up working in somewhere like mcdonalds (low end job) if i even do that. Everyone else has jobs and im 18 just here doing this course failing my theory tests. People younger than me have pass their driving test and ive failed the theory and im still getting the bus. I just like cars so much and cant just give up but it might just be i cant pass the theory my instructor said my driving is near test level. I just wouldnt be able to take not being able to drive it will make me so down and it will ruin my future i hate public transport so much i would be so down having just live with that and not being able to drive. Id just feel so embarassed i already do feel embarassed but when im older it will be worse. I just want to pass the theory and then i can focus on my pratical i want to pass it soon as well because i just dont know anything good about myself atm but if i passed it would help me feel better. Can anyone cheer me up or does anyone have advice?