i know th feeling. can't sleep. can't be bothered with valium tho. my cat ****ing bit me. my voice is gone. i'm a complete mess. i hate my life. and most men are ****ing pigs, can't even have a normal conversation with them, all they care about is my d size and my ass. sometimes i hate our community.

Reply 6

username2393237

Original post by Ciel.

Straight men are no better if that’s any consolation

Reply 7

Ciel.

Original post by YaliaV

Straight men are no better if that’s any consolation

yes, it sorta is. thanks hun.

Reply 8

username3942526

Apply to modelling agencies

Reply 9

Appirition

Original post by IH8Studying

Insomnia is a beech and i have work in 7 hours smh
I will recite my grande prayer and go to sleep! Thanks bich

I find sitting in a dimly lit room with no TV, computer, or phone helps me switch my mind off. Electronics are insomnia's best friends.

Reply 10

Ciel.

ok i'm claiming this thread. it's mine now.
i need to pull myself together. i don't need random guys to console me, to hell with them. i feel bad for yelling at my bf earlier. : ( also i should prob stop drinking wine can't be good for my poor throat

Reply 11

Ciel.

i really don't wanna see a doctor. i hate them. i wish he'd stop pressuring me, no means, no. it's defo just a really bad cold. my brain refuses to sleep without benzos, it's crazy

Reply 12

Ciel.

too many stairs. sofa it is. theres some weird **** on yt btw be warned

Reply 13

Democracy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BniKoHRlMi0

Sound advice here^^ :smile:

Reply 14

username4952620

Original post by Ciel.

Yikes sorry I went to sleep. You lost your voice forreal? From what? Sorry sweetie. Yeah men can be trash sometimes but you have a boyfriend anyway that cares about you as a human being so keep him and don’t worry about anyone else. You’re not a mess btw. It’s not your fault you take Valium all the time. Continue working on your art projects and spending time with your lovely boyfriend

Original post by Appirition

I find sitting in a dimly lit room with no TV, computer, or phone helps me switch my mind off. Electronics are insomnia's best friends.

I need my alarm though or I won’t wake up in time for work

Reply 15

username4952620

Original post by Ciel.

Not to be a buzzkill but you may as well create your own thread cause they may see this and report you for derailing. U know I have my own blog and it helps to get things off ur chest

Stop drinking periodt

Reply 16

Ciel.

Original post by IH8Studying

idk, some kind of flu, i guess. i'm sure i'll get it back eventually.
oh, i know what you mean but he's just not enough sometimes.. im a pretty social person, when i'm not in a bad mood.

Original post by IH8Studying

lol, i know sorry. had too much to drink last night.

Reply 17

username4952620

Original post by Ciel.

idk, some kind of flu, i guess. i'm sure i'll get it back eventually.
oh, i know what you mean but he's just not enough sometimes.. im a pretty social person, when i'm not in a bad mood.

lol, i know sorry. had too much to drink last night.

Then break up with him yes he’s a keeper n a that but find someone who can look after you and is ur style

Reply 18

Ciel.

Original post by IH8Studying

Then break up with him yes he’s a keeper n a that but find someone who can look after you and is ur style

i'm seriously tempted to right now. we had another fight this morning. i don't want to see a goddamn doctor, and he's trying to force me to (he's booked a stupid home visit, waste of money!) i'm beyond mad. i'm not freaking dying yet. paranoid *******.