Im a first year at uni and exams have been coming up. In the first semester of university I tried as much as I could to make friends, hang out and socialise, but the more I tried the more tired I would become. I'm an introvert, and being out and interacting with people was draining. Throughout first semester, I would succumb to just staying in my room, resulting to me missing a lot of lectures and tutorials. It was a painful feeling, me being lonely and home being such a long way from here. I would stay in my bed and be on my laptop to suppress all these thoughts. I miss my parents and siblings, I miss my friends back at home. As my exams approach I've been trying to cram everything but I just started crying due to the stress. I am most definitely failing a module but the others are okay I guess. I don't know what to do anymore, I thought at university I could change my way of life, change who I am as a person but no. I feel pathetic and at the lowest point of my life. Im just ranting right now, but I have no passion in my course hate my accommodation and am just overall so down