Should I date the girl? Watch
If you're not attracted to her and you're hesitant on her personality, you wont likely to have a lasting relationship or a one where it feels like one. Maybe being friends is a better option since you are able to hold your conversations with her
You don't seem at all positive about anything about her- personality, looks or achievements.
Don't waste your time or hers.
Hmm one thing is though, if I'm interested with a girl I'm nervous af and that makes her run a mile and ghost me. So maybe if I wasn't into her so much, I might be more relaxed and not drive her away, but my feelings might grow one day?
But don't start dating because you fear being alone.
You could go from being unhappy single to one of two unhappy people, feeling angry and trapped in a toxic relationship.
I am happily single, have been for almost six years.
It is better to be happy and alone than to be in a miserable relationship or with the wrong person.