We weren't actual lovers as we didnt reach the dating stage thanks to me ****ing up. But we both liked each other A LOT. I was literally smitten to the point that I was in awe each time I saw her. She made me nervous. I wasnt myself around her and I loved acting cool around her, hoping she would notice me. Which she always did.
I have no contact with her for over a year.
Why do I still remember this girl? I am regretful of not giving her a chance. I have it in my mind that I would like to talk to her if we see each other again. I remember her beautiful face very clearly even though I ve never had any pictures of her. I still remember how I experienced an instant magnetic attraction which was literally "love at first sight" for her. I still remember what she said to me and I keep thinking what was it that she wanted to say to me.
Recently, after a year, I ve seen her three times in the same place we first met. Each time I see her, I think of her.
I ve date other girls , have a regular sex life and I thought I would forget her and never think of her but i still do. Why?