Ive got my test rebooked due to this corona **** happening. Its just after this lockdown is over Im not going to be able to drive until my test which sucks, I have to use the bus which is which is actually nasty, the bus sucks so much especially at 18 turning 19, I just need to pass my driving test 1st time or Im stuck with the bus and getting lifts. I try to avoid getting seen on the bus, Im considering buying some baliclavavas to put on while Im on it because its actually a lot of people who went to my school who drive now while I thought it was a very few, it actually the very few who dont drive. People on social media share it that they have a car and everything but some people dont so I thought they dint drive but they do. Its actually to the point when Im nearly 19 now, I dont drive which is embarassing, it sometimes effects my self esteem a bit and makes me anxious sometimes. I feel embarassed which I should but I think its good that Im learning but I just need to pass this test quick now. I mean once I get my licence Im sound, I can start making cvs and put I drive then employers might be more intrested in hiring me but if you cant drive they could think nope, also its a lot harder to get to work if you cant drive even if you do get a job without it, you have to be reliant. I have just wanted to be able drive for so long and I mean years.
People say driving is bad for the enviroment but they have a big electric car range now or hybrid plus bus are bad as well some older ones a pumping out a lot of fumes aprently cycling is as well according to jeremy clarkson and a news artical so driving is probably the best.
I have been kind of feeling bad that I cant drive as well because my friend gives me lifts sometimes but I take lifts but cant return which is greedy. I just hate the fact that I cant drive yet and it sucks so much.