the lockdown needs to end asap, i can't stand it anymore, and i'm going ****ing crazy

https://www.childline.org.uk/get-support/1-2-1-counsellor-chat/
they offer anon chats with counselors if you need one

initially, i was actually pretty supportive of the whole idea. but now? it's a neverending nightmare. at this point i'd rather die of corona than live under this ****ing house arrest stuck with my boyfriend. 24/7. i mean it. 2 days ago our neighbour called the police on us again. it's not healthy to spend so much time around 1 person.

at first things were remotely okay. now they're not. we're both sick of it. he's been drinking every night since the whole thing started. i'm on a freaking triple dose of valium on most days just to cope with everything as well. we fight all the time. he accidentally hurt me a couple days ago, which made my issues even worse. hell, my hair's been falling out like crazy due to the constant stress. my bf isnt the same person anymore. and neither am i. this whole thing is driving us insane.
when will the lockdown end? what do you think?

Well you have obviously never experienced hardships in your life. You are not being asked to do anything, you are in fact being asked to do nothing. Get a grip.

The psychological impact of no routine, no social interaction with others - it can have a profound impact on life, think of those who have to spend lockdown with an abusive partner, the danger they are in.

"The psychological impact of no routine, no social interaction with others - it can have a profound impact on life". That is my life and has been for literally 5 years.

Try living in a hospital for 7 + months with only visitors, patients and staff for company in a scary place. People shouting, don’t know who to trust, afraid of getting hit.

Presumably you have friends to speak to or a family to comfort you. I have none of that.

Respectfully I don't think this thread should be about one up man ship, just because other people have it worse doesn't mean OP isn't valid to feel what they feel everyone is in this together and we should be supporting one another not pushing each other apart

initially, i was actually pretty supportive of the whole idea. but now? it's a neverending nightmare. at this point i'd rather die of corona than live under this ****ing house arrest stuck with my boyfriend. 24/7. i mean it. 2 days ago our neighbour called the police on us again. it's not healthy to spend so much time around 1 person.

at first things were remotely okay. now they're not. we're both sick of it. he's been drinking every night since the whole thing started. i'm on a freaking triple dose of valium on most days just to cope with everything as well. we fight all the time. he accidentally hurt me a couple days ago, which made my issues even worse. hell, my hair's been falling out like crazy due to the constant stress. my bf isnt the same person anymore. and neither am i. this whole thing is driving us insane.
when will the lockdown end? what do you think?

About 2 weeks.

it might continue a lot longer than that. This is guess based on hope atm.

what a *****. no offence but she sounds like she has issues. find new friends. maybe in the art community, you're into drawing, right?

"The psychological impact of no routine, no social interaction with others - it can have a profound impact on life". That is my life and has been for literally 5 years.

I asked her how long she said ‘yes sorry, it should be for a while’ for a girl that could be months, she was literally my best friend ever and one of my only friends. Then later she said ‘it’s best for both of us, I’m not going to say anything more’

I'm sorry you fell out with your friend but the best thing you can do now is to give her some space. Don't contact her at all, let her calm down in her own time and wait for her to reach out to you even if that takes weeks/months.

Of yorr own making, hardly the same thing.

Not sure me being born with a disability leaving me in a wheel chair unable to speak properly is of my own making.