It may not be huge. Your teacher should try and chat to you before anything huge happens... sometimes you just need to talk it out and have a bit of help wit the communication. I really felt that my mum was abusive when I was that age, I was very emotional and stressed, but as I look back I think she just wanted the best for me and went about it the wrong way!! Letting her know how very miserable I was worked out for the best in the end. You did a brave thing, you obviously need and deserve a little help, but it doesn't have to be huge and awful. But - if what you're dealing with now really is huge and awful, you shouldn't have to bear it for another 4 years ... that's a long time. So try not to worry too much tonight and see how things pan out. Reaching out to your teacher was very brave and it sounds like the right step... even though its a bit scary once you've pressed send! Sending best wishes.