Hi,
Just need some help from you all.
I just finished Year 12 and I am currently predicted DDD for A level. I belive there is something wrong with the way I revise. My revision technique goes:'Organising Class Notes into a folder,reading over the class notes,textbook, cgp guide and then doing the questions from the textbook then the cgp guide then the class examples from the worksheet.
I take Maths,Physics and Chemistry at A Level and would like to study a degree in Engineering.
I go to a private school and it is quite expensive.
I have wasted a year adjusting and trying my level best to achieve at least a BBB in all the subjects.
I am naturally known by everyone as a 'complicated/complex person', who is a 'perfoectionist'.
I have been called numerous times as 'intelligent','hardworking' and one of the most 'independent' learners who is very 'quiet'.
I have been told by everybody that I have a 'learning difficulty' in that it takes time for me to put the Core Practical Set Up from the Physics and Chemistry Syllabus into action compared to other students and peers.
I have tried to work on this and have used an aide from the AQA Website of pictures of how to set up the equipment.
I have been told off from this by a subject teacher. Seriously,I have never know that this is deemed as 'malpractice'.
I wasnt told this by anyone...not from any of my subject science teachers.
I discussed this with my parents but my parents fail to understand why I used that and they started supporting the teachers claims.
I feel I didnt do the wrong thing because I am trying to solve the issue with myself regarding core practicials.. I have been told by the subject teacher that you could look at how others are seeting up their stuff. I did that earlier however I was told off by the same subject teacher aand so I thought the best way to solve tbis issue was to go to AQA A Level Physics Required Practicial Set Up Guide and see how it is arranged.
Please can someone correct me in that looking at how the Set Up has been set and using the sheet during the Required Practicial AExperimental assessment Day is deemed as'malpractice'. Please clarify me on this.
So,moving on from this, everyone says that I dont talk to much and that I am very 'toxic' and complicated'.
I am sick and tired of hearing everyone compalining their concerns regarding about me.
It feels like as if I have been labelled as this one minute the next the other and that I have to follow what everyone is teelling me to do.
This has really given me low self esteem and I have now 'absolute Zero Confidence' within myself.
I dont know where to go from here because I feel that whenwver I am following this or her' advise and tryi gng to apply into action in order to get a better result,I am just getting the same old result and I am not going above '38%' in all of exams so far.
Instead people claim that I am very 'intellige t and hardworking and very indepedenet and am a perfwcrionist'.
This words to really trigger me as I wonder and think to myself that why the hell are people ranting and giving me the false hop that I can improve and being very unrealstic about expectations about myself.
When asked by them why I say this , instead they argue and say 'So you are going to teach me ?'.
I dont know where to go from here.
I have in my previous posts mentioned that I would hope to acheive and deliver in achieving 3A*s for A Level next year in A Level Results Day, by first going from a DDD to a BBB and aiming straight from there.
I am really co fused and would like someone's help from this.
I really hope you can u derstand the situation I am in and what I have gone through for over 8 months so far.