I got a medical condition not too long ago and it left me with anxiety and depression. I still have anxiety and depression and I stress eat a lot. I'm not overweight (I checked, I'm healthy weight) but I'm probably on the verge of becoming overweight. Everyday I feel like I can't move or do something productive (not because of my gain in weight.) I don't feel motivated to enjoy life or do little things that make me happy. I have mock exams soon and I'm not stressing out about them but I do want to revise but something is just pulling me back. It's not a voice but I feel as if I have two people in me. I want to enjoy life whatever my situation is but a part of me is just telling me 'it's over' 'your gonna be like this for the rest of your life. Don't try for exams; your not even gonna get a good job.' I feel like doing nothing except reading about my medical condition on sites that tell me I'm basically doomed.