Hi, I've been 'seeing' a girl for a while now but are not officially boyfriend and girlfriend yet.
She introduced me to her friends and oh my god, I instantly fell inlove with one of her friends I could not stop staring at this girl she was perfect and looking at her was mesmorising. I literally couldn't even speak I was speechless. If this girl decided to make a tiktok account she would end up with a million followers after her first video and end up famous.
It's got to the point where I can't stop thinking about her friend and fantasising about her. I go on her instagram profile and just stare at her profile. She's honestly the most attractive person I've ever seen in my life, she's more attractive than any celebrity I can think of. I can't help but zoom in on her face and stare at it, it's like looking at gods most perfect creation. I just wish you all could see how amazing she was, it's not even in the way of wanting to stare at her photos and masturbate, it's more about looking at her and honestly just appreciating how beautiful she is.
I know they say looks isn't everything and I've always been a personality > looks person but jesus christ I'd donate my kidney to marry her.
Anyway I'm not sure what to do as I can't stop fantasising about this girl and now although I like the girl I'm talking to, I can't help but feel guilty and also keep thinking 'what if' scenarios of me and her friend i.e. me and her friend getting married etc.
Any advice? Is this someone I'll just get over with time or should I end things with this girl for thinking about her friend like this or should I risk everything and try it with her friend