When i was around 8 i was bullied by my whole year group and had to grow up very fast as i had 2 little sisters and i had to take care of them and on top of that everywhere i went i would feel that everyone is judging me which is why i don want to go out. i am 15 now but the bullying didnt stop untill i was 13 or 14 so i had to grow up very fast and i wish i stanned BTS then so maybe a little light of my life could entered then but i was struggling between home and school life and even now i feel like the world is collapsing and its even worst now since there is exam after exam. Right now my life is similar to when i was 8 years old and sincei am 15 everyone wants me to grow up but how can i grow up when i havnt even had a childhood. All these years i have been to the headteachers office and back, interventions for my mental health and none of it was working. So now i rarely ever smile cuz i feel like no one wants to see me happy. I am crying while writing this but every day i cry whilst going sleep and everyday i wake up with swollen eyes and no one asks why. Like no one cares for me. ik you guys will be like oh its ok we care for you i care anbout you but in realitly no one really cares everyone has their own life but i just really wanna get tis off my chest.