i just realised that i shouldn't waste my time on little boys when i can be focusing on my studies and my future. i'm only 14, why tf am i even simping over stupid boys who leave me on read... god knows.
i dont give af about him anymore, but i'm just going to focusing on my work so i can actually BE someone when im older!!!
so i can live in NY and find my lover there WHEN IM OLDER !!!!