Hey guys at home there's a bunch of flies in the kitchen and they've been on the juice, veg, bowls and stuff and I'm don't want to eat at home. I don't really eat at home before I discovered that but I feel sick now whenever I think of having dinner/lunch or breakfast at home.
I usually just eat snacks as a substitute for meals and end up snacking unconsciously/uncontrollably. Let's say I'd buy 2 packs of cookies for school , I'd finish em before lunch.
I know it will catch up to me and I have tried to fix it. Before lockdown I was doing pretty well with my diet, I was lacking in some areas but at least I was eating school lunch and stuff.
During lockdown that all went out the window since I kind of lost track of everything like everyone else and I ended up doing it again and I'd have like big packets of crisps and biscuits every day.
I was planning on eating proper meals when school started but with restrictions they didn't have a lot of choices when it came to food and most of the stuff I'd like would be finished then so that also went out the window.
And I've fallen into bad habits again. At first I would snack since it was cheaper and I felt bad asking for lunch money so I'd just buy snacks with a weeks worth of school lunch money for 2/3 weeks
But then it turned into a habit and I'd just do it since the snacks tasted better and I'd feel full with em. It's not even like the snacks are close to me lol I go out of my way to walk and extra 30 minutes for em so I guess I'd be burning calories before gaining em back again?? xdd
Also this year, since we pay for school lunch money online(you get what I mean my English isn't good today) my mum would also give me 'snack money' so like an extra 5 or maybe 10 pounds. I don't really ask for it but she knows I like to snack and I have these specific types of snacks I always snack on (that's a lotta snack) so she gives me money for me to buy em. I've been going ham with the snacks lol
OK back to the flies on the food at home...
We live in a council flat and the housing is pretty crappy ngl. There's a bunch of cracks and stuff so the flies and bugs can come in.
Yep that's about it, I don't know why I wrote this lololol ples no hate