What do I do now?

Before the pandemic I kicked off at college. I was just so sick of the staff just nagging me and annoying me, it was stressful. The teacher staff member went in at me, nagging me. I just straight said swore, called the tutors and the learning facilitator *****es, I just straight up told them that im of all the really getting on my nerves and **** really aggressively. I didnt throw anything or hit anyone but I swore quite a lot and slammed the door hard and I think I would have if my this black guy didn’t calm me down. Everyone just stared me and the whole class were just quiet eyes all on me. If the teacher did try and calm me down by coming near Im ngl I probably would hit her.

I got kicked out of college that day. Im just thinking what I can do now with my career and if this will be noted on my record and prevent me getting a job. Will this affect my future ? I’ve been pretty down about what is next for me and what I can do, in the future. I’m 29 years old, I was on college course that is for older students or younger students but I’m blacklisted from their colleges now.

29 year old and slamming doors? Blimey, you’re a tough one

not going to lie i was very shocked to read you’re 29. i thought you’d be like 16 based on the behaviour. do you have anger issues? not sure what this means for your future, depends what you want to do i guess.

I’m 19

might want to edit your post then.

I’m 29, I meant to say my friend did a similar thing at college and he’s 19

ok youre making no sense so. im gonna stop replying now.

You’re 29 and you decided to throw a hissy fit at college?
You Might want to get some support for anger management first before worrying about your future since it will affect you going forward if this is how you react.

Yes, I was stressed

Then you should look into better, more productive ways to deal with stress as that isn’t acceptable in any circumstances.

I don’t know any

So you think you should continue in your life screaming and swearing at people cos you are stressed?

This has got nothing to do with you

Perhaps you could benefit from going to anger management classes. Speak to your GP.

What doesn’t???

I asked you a question. You posted on a public forum asking for advice -I’m giving you the advice that you need to get your stress/anger management under control....

You are lecturing me and you don’t even know me