It might be worth getting therapy to help adjust to it. Sorry to hear you're struggling so much though, even if it is a logical reaction.
Disabled Gamers is something worth looking at as well, it looks at different games in the context of various disabilities (including VI). Reddit is somewhere to look at for community as well.
If talking would help, I'm open to listening. Disability sucks, and whilst I'm not visually impaired I can relate on being unable to do the hobbies you once did or having to adapt them significantly to be able to participate with new/worsening limitations.
Look after yourself and be kind to yourself.