I have really bad anxiety and so I had to drop out of secondary school a year earlier while all my friends stayed for the final year. The friend group is really close still but I feel more and more excluded from them. I call and text them quite often but it’s only ever me calling or texting them. They’ll almost always reply but never initiate any conversation. During summer I found out they had hung out as group a few times with out me and it took two times of me bringing it up to get invited but by that point the summer had ended. They’ll also let me come and genuinely seem to be oaky with me being there but nobody actively tries to include me. I don’t know what to do, it’s their right to not want to invite me but I’ve been friends with these people for years and even dated one of them for a year. Covid means I cant join any clubs and I just want friends, im so lonely. Anyone got any advice? Am i being unreasonable with my friends or...? I don’t know