Due to the half term this week I've become increasingly worried that I won't cope with university.
I am a very social person (at times antisocial) especially with first encounters I can come off very strong in my personality and I'm scared that will turn people away. Also with flatmates I'm scared they are gonna be people I can't get alone with.
This half term has triggered me feeling like this because I'm scared of what I will do during all this free time I have at university. I've just been sleeping all week and it gets boring just sleeping, going through Netflix, Social media and stuff like that. I want to go out and do something and I'm just scared that I won't be able to do that next year if COVID isn't sorted or that I won't make friends to do that with.
Another thing I'm scared about is making friends. The university I really want to go isn't compus based it's just one building for the college and I'm scared that I won't make any friends as large spaces make me feel anxious so I'll just slink off to a corner.
So how do I overcome my fears?