Sorry, I didnt bug her i called her once 2 hours after the break up wanting to properly understand and find out the reason, I havent contacted her since.
I appreciate your response.
Done.
You keep pining after her, your value in her eyes will plummet faster than a penny dropped from Big Ben. Accept this. [censored] happens. Improve yourself. Forget her. Take a little while to accept it, if you must. Then shove her out your mind. What a woman says is like a cloud - well-formed, coherent, and unrecognizable moments later (and I quote David Deida). Work on improving yourself, acing your exams and generally being the best man you can be. Bugging her on the phone only says "Geez, this guy is desperate and has no other options or prospects". Take up hobbies, master skills. The reason why you are so insistent on asking for a chance in the future is that the fact that you are afraid of the uncertainty. Afraid of the rejection you may get from approaching new girls, consciously or subconsciously. Make yourself so high value and so confident in yourself that other girls cannot understand why your ex let you go. And make her question why she decided to end it. Believe it or not, your future value is limitless and unparalleled. It simply has not been realized yet. To quote a German saying, "Behave like a king to be treated like a king."
In a nutshell. It's done. Move on. Pursue greatness. You have options. Don't believe one girl is all you will ever have. This solely means another more deserving of the gift that is you are out there.