I don't like it, its embarassing considering my age as well and I just want to move out. I just don’t have the money to move out and pay all the costs because its expensive, gas, electricity, broadband, TV licence, food, running a car, rent or my mortgage unless I buy a house which obviously I don't have the money for. If I could move out I would literally do it like that even if it was rent because I just don't like it in this area like its just plain and in my parents house. I just don’t want to be living with my parents like im saving up as best as I can but it could take years which is going to get more and more embarrassing. I just hope I could move out. I get so down about it that I still live here and I'm not confident in myself for it because my parents provide a roof. I want to move with my friends or on my own maybe or maybe even with a gf I mean I don't even have a gf so can't anyway.
I just feel like a complete failure and ****. I've been in lockdown living with parents and its made me realise if I lived with my friends I could have had fun all through it with them.