I've always been concerned about my body shape since around the age of 13, where I wanted to be skinny, I thought it was attractive and maybe I'd feel better about myself if I had no weight, to the point where I'd cry because i simply had no waist and my stomach wasn't completely flat
However I'm now struggling with the problem that even when I bloat after eating, I genuinely just see myself as unattractive and I won't eat breakfast or lunch the next day, I'm not sure what to do about this but I know starving myself isn't good for me