I hate being a woman - how can I be less angry?

Women wished they could be born men and men wished they could be born women; the grass is not necessarily greener on the other side so just appreciate what you have.

I do think being a man is worse. The average woman in UK has it better.

Being a man in this case sucks too as you accuse every man for being a potential rapist while you have about 20% chance to be a victim of "some kind" of sexual violence (not just rape), and that's statistically most likely to be done by someone you've known previously.
Anyway hating about 50% of the whole world is plain deluded and while rape is very serious, your feelings should be consulted with a therapist rather than validated because this is not good for you and it doesn't reflect reality.

Being a man is worse because you are more likely to be accused of committing a vile crime instead of being on the receiving end, I see. Most men have never been accused of rape, and even in terms of actual rapists barely any are convicted. And I don't know how having a 20% chance (which is high) of experiencing a completely horrible event most likely through someone who you already know and probably trust to some extent is meant to be reassuring?
It's not okay to hate men, but it's fine to acknowledge the many ways that women have it worse, as well as work to fix them.

Disclaimer: I don´t want to offend anyone, men or women or anyone else - I just wrote this in the heat of passion and if there are generalisations, they are not intended. Just needed to get this off my chest:
I (20) just masturbated for 2 hours straight, desperately trying to get an orgasm after months - and of course, because my female **** body is created for producing ugly **** children, and not for my own enjoyment, it didn´t work again.
I´ve never had an orgasm with any of my boyfriends, while they seamlessly had the time of their lives. Although they always asked me how I would feel better, paid attention to me. Nada.
Now my hand hurts and I´m about to have a mental breakdown because literally, in the hospital i was born, it was ONLY boys. That´s a joke. And my mother thought until my birth that I would be a boy because the doctors predicted that. Yet I am freaking cursed. I love Ps4, ´boy´ games, skateboarding, dressing casually, exactly the same stuff boys my age like - but of course they always want a relationship with me, it gets awkward and I have to end the friendship and I´m alone again. And I know if I was ´ugly´ or a boy, they wouldn´t want a relationship. But no, my genetics, my freaking looks which say NOTHING about me attracts them. Not my personality, no, men all care about looks; maybe afterwards about personality; but it´s just sad.
I was just looking for a flat, and I had to calculate all the dumb ridiculous factors - no side street, because women get raped, women get sexually assaulted (but oh, that happens everywhere, even on a main street, one week ago a man followed me home in broad daylight shouting after me, how he wanted my **; successful actresses and singers get sexualised, we´re all just objects to a large amount of society (but oh, not all men, how dare I not mention this!!).
I´m sick of it. I wish I had just been born a man. I don´t want children; I´ll always be criticised for this (oh, but women should have at least one child while it´s perfectly fine for men to not want children or have 100 children, because they all leave anyway and women have to sit at home nursing this ****, as if we have nothing better to do than changing **** in diapers).
I was walking with a friend to the computer store, wanting to get me a new laptop; I know more about this stuff than him, but still the MALE seller only paid attention to my MALE friend, only making eye contact with him, ALTHOUGH I SAID I WANT TO BUY THE FREAKING LAPTOP AND I ASKED the questions).
I achieved more in life than my male friends, work harder, only got A´s, got into one of the best universities in the world, but still, somehow everything assumes that men are smarter and better than women just because they have a penis. What? Is there another brain in their penises or what, or WHY are women considered less competent.

I didn´t want to offend anyone in this post; I have wonderful male friends who are also feminists, but sadly, about 50 percent of our society seems to be mysgonist. Or else I can´t explain why me and my girlfriends and all other women- students (I avoid the term female) have to face sexual harassment on a daily basis. Why rapists don´t get life-long jailtime. WHY? Why don´t rapists get life-long jailtime? Why is rape in this society so ok? And that´s only when it gets proven, else the rapist just walks around, raping other women.
I´m afraid in my own room, because I fear men watching me through my window, taking pictures when I´m in a towel (which is sadly a very real fear, because this also happened to other students!!!!9.
I mean, being a woman by itself is ********, is worse enough - periods, pregnancy, no freaking orgasms or at lest less orgasms than men, we lose our societal worth after 40, men date women half their age, the rest just dies alone.
But on top of this come these societal factors: being viewed as less worthy, less competent, and the normalisation of sexual assault.
AND HALF THE WORLD CONSTITUTES WOMEN!!! Why doesn´t anything freaking change.
Am I the only one who gets angry at this injustice? How do you channel your anger? I get this angry every time I´m sexually harassed or I´m on my period - where I just think how unfair it is to bleed monthly; although I don´t even want to have children -.-
How to channel my anger?

Disclaimer: I don´t want to offend anyone, men or women or anyone else - I just wrote this in the heat of passion and if there are generalisations, they are not intended. Just needed to get this off my chest:
I (20) just masturbated for 2 hours straight, desperately trying to get an orgasm after months - and of course, because my female **** body is created for producing ugly **** children, and not for my own enjoyment, it didn´t work again.
I´ve never had an orgasm with any of my boyfriends, while they seamlessly had the time of their lives. Although they always asked me how I would feel better, paid attention to me. Nada.
Now my hand hurts and I´m about to have a mental breakdown because literally, in the hospital i was born, it was ONLY boys. That´s a joke. And my mother thought until my birth that I would be a boy because the doctors predicted that. Yet I am freaking cursed. I love Ps4, ´boy´ games, skateboarding, dressing casually, exactly the same stuff boys my age like - but of course they always want a relationship with me, it gets awkward and I have to end the friendship and I´m alone again. And I know if I was ´ugly´ or a boy, they wouldn´t want a relationship. But no, my genetics, my freaking looks which say NOTHING about me attracts them. Not my personality, no, men all care about looks; maybe afterwards about personality; but it´s just sad.
I was just looking for a flat, and I had to calculate all the dumb ridiculous factors - no side street, because women get raped, women get sexually assaulted (but oh, that happens everywhere, even on a main street, one week ago a man followed me home in broad daylight shouting after me, how he wanted my **; successful actresses and singers get sexualised, we´re all just objects to a large amount of society (but oh, not all men, how dare I not mention this!!).
I´m sick of it. I wish I had just been born a man. I don´t want children; I´ll always be criticised for this (oh, but women should have at least one child while it´s perfectly fine for men to not want children or have 100 children, because they all leave anyway and women have to sit at home nursing this ****, as if we have nothing better to do than changing **** in diapers).
I was walking with a friend to the computer store, wanting to get me a new laptop; I know more about this stuff than him, but still the MALE seller only paid attention to my MALE friend, only making eye contact with him, ALTHOUGH I SAID I WANT TO BUY THE FREAKING LAPTOP AND I ASKED the questions).
I achieved more in life than my male friends, work harder, only got A´s, got into one of the best universities in the world, but still, somehow everything assumes that men are smarter and better than women just because they have a penis. What? Is there another brain in their penises or what, or WHY are women considered less competent.

I didn´t want to offend anyone in this post; I have wonderful male friends who are also feminists, but sadly, about 50 percent of our society seems to be mysgonist. Or else I can´t explain why me and my girlfriends and all other women- students (I avoid the term female) have to face sexual harassment on a daily basis. Why rapists don´t get life-long jailtime. WHY? Why don´t rapists get life-long jailtime? Why is rape in this society so ok? And that´s only when it gets proven, else the rapist just walks around, raping other women.
I´m afraid in my own room, because I fear men watching me through my window, taking pictures when I´m in a towel (which is sadly a very real fear, because this also happened to other students!!!!9.
I mean, being a woman by itself is ********, is worse enough - periods, pregnancy, no freaking orgasms or at lest less orgasms than men, we lose our societal worth after 40, men date women half their age, the rest just dies alone.
But on top of this come these societal factors: being viewed as less worthy, less competent, and the normalisation of sexual assault.
AND HALF THE WORLD CONSTITUTES WOMEN!!! Why doesn´t anything freaking change.
Am I the only one who gets angry at this injustice? How do you channel your anger? I get this angry every time I´m sexually harassed or I´m on my period - where I just think how unfair it is to bleed monthly; although I don´t even want to have children -.-
How to channel my anger?

OP definitely not a real person. Very high-effort attempt though

Being a man is worse because you are more likely to be accused of committing a vile crime instead of being on the receiving end, I see. Most men have never been accused of rape, and even in terms of actual rapists barely any are convicted. And I don't know how having a 20% chance (which is high) of experiencing a completely horrible event most likely through someone who you already know and probably trust to some extent is meant to be reassuring?
It's not okay to hate men, but it's fine to acknowledge the many ways that women have it worse, as well as work to fix them.

being a man is worse.