Hello everybody, today I want to raise an issue that I’ve been having at school for around 9 months now. I have this teacher whom I used to dislike very strongly but until my favourite teacher changed my view of her, I decided maybe I should stop disliking her for no apparent reason. I gave her a chance and she turns out to be a really great person after the image I created of her in my head. However, since I started being nice to her outside of lessons, just a wave every now and again, I have started been having thoughts that maybe she likes me as more than a student, more than a friend. Yes, romantically. It sounds ridiculous but it really does all make sense. She does a lot of things that hint to me she likes me, for example:
-She smiles at me/waves at me, or both whenever she sees me
-She and I will randomly have chats outside of class which is never about any schoolwork related things and never has been
-She and I make eye contact very often, I have caught her staring at me numerous amounts of times as well as my friends telling me that she is staring at me.
-She has an subtle but clear envious expression whenever I am making jokes or getting along with other teachers
-She cares about me very much and worries about me and I’m aware of that as I’ve been told by other members of staff
-She doesn’t mind at all if we talk or wave or something, if anything she enjoys it
-When she sees me her face lights up, this will be even if she’s in an angry mood
This is troubling me so much, and as she is now one of my favourite teachers it’s bothering me because I don’t know whether to report it or not. I wouldn’t ever want to do anything to destroy her career or her life as I care about her as a student, I care about all my teachers, but the fact she does these things and does them with nobody else really gets me thinking. If she does like me, I just want to know so I can avoid her or report it if it gets worse. I don’t want to ruin my education worrying about something like this, especially as it is very much illegal. So please can you guys tell me what I should do and what she feels because I don’t understand. Thank you very much! ❤️