I decided to distance myself from my old best friends as we grew apart since secondary school. For many reasons including the fact that we were leading down different parts, she back stabbed me a lot and I finally had enough. She kept hurting me more than anything so I made the decision of distancing myself from her. The main reason I distant myself from her was because she was become really good friends with the person who bullied me throughout secondary school and made my life miserable.
However, we are still friends. Not close but just congratulate each other on our successes etc but that’s it.
The problem is, I get really upset sometimes that we aren’t good friends anymore. But I know that if we were close friends again she would just continue hurting me. Do I just miss her? Is it for the best? I just don’t get why I feel like this when I know it’s for the best