and it’s becoming a problem now. I don’t want to do anything, just lay in bed and use my phone. Whenever i think of my to-do list my energy suddenly just drops and i just sleep.
But then everytime i’m enjoying myself i remember how much i need to get done and i just deep how i’m actually on earth and how i need to finish education and get a job and how i’m just never going to stay how i am rn forever.
How do i get out of this mindset? I’ve got exams to revise for but i literally keep putting it off. I’ve got 4 weeks till my exam and around 6 till school starts again and i want to be prepared
i have no motivation. I want to lose weight too and just fix up but i can only focus on one thing at a time. Literally cooking my own meals, showering and eating and doing basic hygiene drains me out but that’s my definition of an ideal day. But then i realise that can never be it bc i have so many years to get through