I have a friend, who is good person. They're kind-hearted, intelligent, charitable, caring and generally a nice human.
However, they're just not my type of person. In addition to the traits I just listed, I personally find them to be obsessive, simultaneously over-sensitive and insensitive, unintentionally manipulative, draining and clingy.
They get upset very easily over things I say that really do not warrant that type of reaction. We'll often also get into fights due to differing political and moral stances.
They send long paragraph texts saying how they fear I'm distancing myself from them, to which my people-pleasing self would say they were being silly - even though they were spot on. And yet, despite this, oftentimes it's their texts that are on the cold and distant side.
And, they'll sometimes come off as unintentionally manipulative, essentially saying things to the effect of “you can leave me, but you'll really hurt me”...
They have a lot of severe mental health problems, and I mean a lot. So, much of the above may be indirectly caused by them.
They self-harm too and tell me about it, which I’m fine with, but it just makes me feel a bit more trapped in the friendship - I don't want to feel like I’m going to send them into a depressive episode by calling it quits.
We're just not compatible people and I don't think we ever will be. I have my many flaws too that cause them stress and even though we have lots in common, we have far more differences and it’s gotten to a point where I can't get over them.
This person I feel can also be quite a gossip and sometimes vindictive and I feel they might slander me somehow, which I want to avoid.
I want to know how you guys would go about this. The way I see it, I have a few options:
1) The last friends I had like this, I kinda just straight up blocked them and it worked well. I feel like it’s an efficient, easy and tempting way to do things – I’ve got a lot on my plate these days and really don’t want to go through the stress of having a heavy conversation. However, this friend did make me promise to them that if I ever had a feeling like this, I should tell them.
2) Talking to them is harder, but I suppose the ‘noble’ thing to do, but I don’t know if I can especially after a year of me saying everything is okay between us and that they were just being paranoid – I’d feel so fake. I also feel as though they might unintentionally manipulate me into staying friends of some sort, and I’d give in because I don’t want to see them get hurt…
3) We have this thing where when we need a break from one another we block each other for a bit (with no hard feelings, just when we need to focus on study or need a break from people in general) I suppose I could say I’m going on one of these but just never unblock them… it sounds cruel, I know, but in a way I feel like it could prevent a depressive episode as its not a sudden shock if that make sense. However, it could come at the cost of deepening their trust and abandonment issues over time, which I know they have.
4) I suppose I could also just try to not reply as often to messages, and slowly faze things out, but I find that hard with them being a little clingy and I usually just slip back into old habits. However, perhaps if I really put my mind to it, I think can do it. I feel like this option is a good middle ground.
So, what do you guys think I should do?? Given all this information, what’s the best course of action? Thank you SO MUCH in advance…